Wow so I found this old account scribbled on a piece of paper somewhere and had to come check out my old comments, friends, fic, and just everything! It is so weird when you look back at something you spent so much time on when you were younger and tbh, a little shit! I MEAN I WAS SUCH A FUCKING BABY TROLL! At least from what I remember! I don't think it was in a mean way, just an "annoying the shit out of everyone" way!
One thing I see hasn't changed are the people! I used this blog back when I was in the Supernatural fandom(hi old friends!) and I was a 14 year old girl who was just discovering fandoms and ships and all the great stuff that that entails ;} It really did shape me, and I believe in a great way, because I could've been out doing shitty things but no I was here, reading J2, drarry and...other things haha!
I see most of you are still active in the Spn fandom which makes me incredibly happy for some reason! I, sadly, moved on to Merlin and I love the show so much, even though I also hate it with every fiber of my being!
Anyways, I'm 19 now. I still don't know what I want in life but that's ok.
Looking back at this time in my life kind of messes with me but I also remember how happy I was to finally find something I loved and more importantly, something and some people who helped me shape my beliefs. Most likely no one will read this, which is ok, because it's mostly for me, but it's here and that makes me so happy!
So todays suppose to be a happy excited day!! Yay! While I an some what excited there's a big part of me that feels like crap.
I'm talking sore throat, rolling stomach, and waking up in the morning nauseous!Nausa is horrible ppl!
On top of all that I can feel a headache formimg :-\
Sadly, in an hour I need to go to school. I mean I can't even skip because 1) This weeks spirit week and juniors have to dress in 80's fashion :-D all my hard(if you call 1hr of preparation hard work) would b for nothing and 2) most importantly I have a chem lab today! Which means if I miss it I have to write a three page essay! No thank you! And shit...I just remembererd since I dnt have a studyhall I cnt work on my ap us outline! Which means Ill be doing tht for most of my day o_O
So yeah...mayb ill feel better in the nxt hr, mayb not. I'm still as excited as I can b! I cnt wait till 9 EVEN THOUGH ITS SUCH A LONG TIME FROM NOW! I cnt even think in tht right now! Ugh...
Wanna try making me feel better? Haha :'(